Τρίτη 19 Μαΐου 2009

Sailing takes me away to that magic place....

It's not far down to paradise
At least it's not for me
And if the wind is right you can sail away
And find tranquility
The canvas can do miracles
Just you wait and see
Believe me

It's not far to never never land
No reason to pretend
And if the wind is right you can find the joy
Of innocence again
The canvas can do miracles
Just you wait and see
Believe me

Sailing
Takes me away
To where I've always heard it could be
Just a dream and the wind to carry me
And soon I will be free

Fantasy
It gets the best of me
When I'm sailing
All caught up in the reverie
Every word is a symphony
Won't you believe me

It's not far back to sanity
At least it's not for me
And when the wind is right you can sail away
And find serenity
The canvas can do miracles
Just you wait and see
Believe me


This song was written for me... Christopher Cross enters my mind... i cannot say anything alse the song says it all...

Τετάρτη 25 Μαρτίου 2009

Sail away with me honey

What is it that makes us love? Is it the feeling of being complete? The feeling that we now share common memories... I'm sick of you... You make me afraid... I'm afraid you'll leave, that you will find another person to share... But, sweetheart, i've always been there... Try and remember a single period of your life here without me...First, you did not realise what I meant... You took advantage of my feelings... Then you tried to win my heart again... You where always there, but then I tried to find your face in someone else... But he wasn't you... I realised... I tried to be with you again, but you had found someone else... When would we both stop looking? When would this sick pursuit for fake happiness stop? It did... Almost two months ago... It was then, when once again I was trying to find you in someone else's arms that you came back for me... I was ready... I left him for you... You were confident from the beginning that I would be there for you... You were right... We now are together... You've changed a lot... Me too... We know that faith will help us...
You are making plans for us... But sweetie, I will have to go.. Let's be together for today, now... But time will come and I'll sail for another port... SAIL AWAY WITH ME HONEY... But never don't you ask me to give up on my dreams... You make plans in which i cannot be part of... Sail away with me...
You are always so confident... I am sick of you... No everything is not fine... Sometimes I think you are in a relationship with my friends rather than me... You will never know... I'm not going to tell you... I am just asking you to sail away with me...
Yesterday you held me in your arms... I felt your breath in my ear.. I was happy, because you are mine... Right then I didn't want you to go... Just stay.. and sail away with me...
the pursuit is over as long as you are with me.... When I go..? What will happen? But that is in a year's time... Till then, my sweetheart, I will be right here... Your co-skipper in love and life... Just please don't leave me, because if you leave I will sail away and find love in another port... Let's hope that someday we will meet again.. Marry... Even have children... Till then all I can do is ask you to sail away with me.... I love you....

Σάββατο 7 Μαρτίου 2009

Relationships...

Relationship... What exactly does this word mean? Is it sharing experience with someone? Sharing thoughts? Or just sharing each other...?
Relationship is a small word to describe the true meaning of the connection... Connection... That is the word... Relationships are a bond... You share love and nothing else... Just pure feelings...
I hadn't realized that till recently... I hadn't realized that my mistake in relashionships was that I wanted more than someone was willing to give... Now I realize that I just want someone I like being around.. Someone who is eager to find out how my day was... someone with whom I can share my everyday thoughts... I want to fight and then solve our problems... Breaking up is not the antidote to solving problems... Conversation is... I want to be with someone who loves me just the way I am... I don't want to change for another stupid boyfriend... I have found someone who wants to change for me... Who is always there for me... Giving as much as he can without asking for anything in return...
Have you found that person...? The person who sends shivers up and down your spine.. The person whose touch makes you feel like you want nothing else but him... The person with whom you need no words to express your feelings, just one look... If you have, hold him as he is the most precious person you will ever have... Hold him, hug him, kiss him... He is for you and you are for him... that simple... But be careful because some people will try to turn you against him..
Listen to noone but your heart...

xxx
F.
Over and Out

Best Friends...

My Saturday nights were less than typical before Christmas.... I would be lucky to go out with friends (who weren't really friends), and have a boring night... Until piece by piece, the best "gang" was created... One by one, different people from different backgrounds decided there was more than simple company the rest could offer... We built a friendship... We are mostly fond of each other, we fight or simply argue, we play tricks on each other, etc... but we know we never loved each other more... My best friend C, I've known since forever.... I never knew her better than I know her now... We have developed into different people and that's why we stick together... My other best friend N. she is quite new but she is an important member as she keeps us together when we all fight... C's boyfriend has been with us the past six months, he is really interesting and kind, he is the person I fight with the most, probably because I feel threatened... N's boyfriend is in the army now... we miss him very much... He is more into paranormal facts, and his role is to make N angry all the time... Well, then's me... I am the person who's never sad... Always happy I like bringing smiles in everyone's face... I don't argue a lot with the girls because I know when I'm wrong and I back up easily (Even when I am right!!)... Last but not the least, is my boyfriend... We've known each other five years now and he is the newest member in our gang, with a record of almost one month... He is the quiet one, speaks only to say something amusing or some story he remembered... Six people... All of different childhood... All been through some difficulties (except me I think) and we all need each other to feel whole...
-This is a more than typical 'gang"... I believe that you will remember your childhood companies and maybe you'll find that we do not differ from you... Maybe you had your C. or your N. Maybe you were just like me or my boyfriend R. Maybe you still are... Look inside you... Find that child and give it life again... It's worth it..

xxx
Your's
F
Over and Out.

Παρασκευή 6 Μαρτίου 2009

Well...

So... New blog!!! Feels like keeping one of those journals we all used to have in our early childhood... I had this idea signing "Gossip Girl" but it just doesn't sound like me... Let me tell you little about my self... (I hate doing that, but introductions must be made.)
I am 16 and I live in a little island in Greece... Not much social life, but I get as much as I can... Anyway... I love writing, so I decided to share some simple everyday thoughts, we all sometimes have... nothing special.. Just for fun...
Just like any (normal) sixteen-year-old, I have friends (who aren't really friends) and I have the best friends of the world... i go to school (which I suprisingly like) and I have out-school activities (like sitting in a cafeteria with good company till they kick us out!!)
Sooo... That's for now... I'll be back with my other thoughts tomorrow probably...


xxx
Your's "Weird Girl" (Sounds like me!!)
Over and Out